The sting of my blade...

How scary was that??

ive been gone for a long time, sorry sorry! ill be good!

so, i was in the car with joanna the other day, and just thinking... there is a 100% chance, that you will, someday, get in a car accident. it may not be major, but it will at least cause a dent. then when i heard she went on the highway, it worried me. Thats my best friend out there and i'm gunna worry about her getting in an accident. same for me! i would drive in drivers ed and what not, and it would scare me, casue ive already had 2 close calls. (a speeding benz almost head-on'd me and a car that had it blinker on didnt turn.)
and i was thinking, when i look at these big fat metal heaps, "how scary is that? i could die in one of these things." but i try not to think about that. anything could practically kill you anyway. maybe thats why i think the highway is so scary, hrm.

moko-jen aint got much to rant about right now.
peace. and freaking wear your seatbelt.

Current Mood: depressed

This is an Attack.

and im attacking people. i know my words don't truly matter to anyone.. i dont beleive its the end of our world quiet yet... but i know my voice could change one mind..
people are sinful beings... but thats not what worries me... its that people are sinful, and they know that they are sinful... but they are not sorry for being horrible people and doing horrible things. when you make fun of someone, remember thats a hart your dashing and a soul you're slowly crushing.. when you give yourself away to anyone you meet, remember that when you finally get older and marry, that that honeymoon wont be so magical after all... you've done it all before. do you ever say sorry when you hurt someone, you know you hurt..? look at yourself in the mirror, and say "who did i hurt today? why did i hurt them..? why did i do what i did?" you're young, and its not too late to change... stop hurting people... stop disrespecting yourself, dont do anything that wouldent make your mother proud... and dont do anything you would regret when you were older..
the sting of your blade hurts less than your voice.
love, smile, be kind, live life to the fullest, without hurting yourself or others.
most of all, keep those you care for close... dont get angry. and for god's sake, dont let this be the end of his world.

~Jen

Current Mood: melancholy

People hide behind half truths and whole lies.

i was reading a gossip magazine and oh my god, whats with these taking bad photos they took of celebrites where they look shocked and say OMG, THEY ARE SHOCKED BECASUE "da da da da da" you know. like... one was, they showed a picture of jessica simpson, looking so angry but heart browk, and the topic was like "HEART BROKEN JESS~! NICK IS GOING OUT WITH HER BEST FRIEND, JESS ASKS 'WHY?!" or somthing like that... how bad can you get, i mean really.. the media is nuts...

but the media is nuts in more ways than one... we've let ourselves become their slaves... they pick from what shoes we wear, how to fix our hair, what to dress ourselves in... its almost like It's become people's second mom. what is the facination with being cool, or hip? why is everyone so facinated by rap, when its all the same? why do people think california is THE place to be? Many people who are "Slaves to media" (we'll call them STM) are easily suckered in, to thinking "thats the life." but its not realy... the stlye of clothing that is coming out is flooding the market, and is getting smaller and smaller on our bodies... and for SOME reason, they assume everyone dresses like this.. so people like me, are stuck trying to pick between weather the low rise jeans or SUPER low rise jeans fits us best ( when in truth, none of them EVER DO ANYWAY) and then the Stm think that they are "individuals" and "unique." but when you REALLY look at them, they arnt... they are just another clone. useless people in society that have magizines choose what they dress in.
horrible effect that media causes: >>>>>apparantly, eating disorders are at an all time high now, and some of the youngest it starts at, is AGE 10. think about it... whos fault is that? hm??? when i was ten i was worried about poke mon... now girls are worrying weather they are fat or not?? jesus.<<<<<<
somthing thats also getting at me is the notion that people think that California is just like the OC. the PLACE to live... when its not.. in all truth, california is a hole... a big, fat, stinking, (and poor) hole. gas prices there are low when they are 3$ a gallon. the place is FLOODED with illegal aliens. its polluted like crazy, and it's the poorest state in america right now... (isnt their debt in the billions or somthing?) its NOTHING like the O.C. my friends... nothing. people can tell you otherwise, but that place is an economic disaster and terribly over populated. unless your extremely wealthy. then you can buy a house in the hills for all i care. (and laguna beach isnt real, people, okay? get over it.)
people who are STM are obviously living a life that is unfulfilled and pretty much wasted... they are slowly ripping away what they have left of their happy life, until reality sets in... if only people could be moral and smart. *sigh* a Moko-Jen can dream...

paa~! have a great day~!! the moko-Jen has spoken!
~Moko-Jen

Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Music: Invoke- T.M. Revolution

is anybody really doing the world justice anymore..?

music is starting to suck lately... you cant really call it music anymore... theres less and less melody and nothing but rhythmic speaking... music should have AT LEAST three different music sounds in it and follow a melody (bass does ont count, and neither does some random noise they made off the computer that repeats every 5 seconds.) i mean, if music is gunna suck, cant they make it decently suck? like Kanye west for example... rap sucks... he manages to make it not suck by talking about things that matter... no ludacris, i dont care if you have 5 georgia homes where you rest your georgia bones. no need to brag, really. also, they are running out of things to rap about... i mean, comon, Grillz?? wtf the use the use of that song in our society other than how idiotic you look with jewelry attached to your teeth...? MLK is rolling over in his grave, people.

Sterotypes suck, dont they? sadly, they are right 70% of the time.. o.o;

you know how maury, that talk show, puts people with disabilities and problems with their body and stuff on the show? has he ever thought that maybe that little prize he gives them isnt enough? being on the maury show wont stop the heartless people from being heartless. who knows...? i wouldent like to be paraded on tv with some kind of disfigurement.

well, thats all i can really think of for now, people~! see you laterr~
~The Ranting Moko-Jen PAA~!

Current Mood: melancholy
Current Music: White Darkness- T.M. Revolution

okay, this is basically my thoughts, opinons and rants about the world around me... observations and such. alright, lets go~!

We've all got our weaknesses.

have you noticed that they've been talking about hurricane katrina too much lately? every day its hurricant katrina and the whole vice president shooting his buddy in the face with a shot gun thing... nothing on the news is interesting anymore, jesus. also, i have a theroy ( i cant spell.) college is conspiring to destroy the world. why? why, only becasue prices to GO to college are getting more and more expensive... that means only the smart people ( there arnt many of those anymore.) and yuppies will be able to afford college. greedy people that have grown up being given everything will be running our country... oh god. i want to move out to japan. which hits another fact...
we're all guilty of it, and i realized it a few days ago.. no matter how much you anime nerds think you hate it... admit it. you all want to be japanese. you all want to move out to japan, wear cat wars or dogis and swing a katana aroudn and go nuts. i know it. all us anime nerds are guilty of it, im telling you.. so no matter how much you go "thats not true" really LOOK at yourself. im right, arnt i? i knew it. besides, we're the only group of people willing to run around yelling "BAKA~!!" and "konnichi-wa." we're the only group willign to go to school in an extremely formal kimono and wear cat ears with it, arnt we? we;re the only group of people who say "im spending valentines day with inuyasha, edward elric, and spike~!" and be okay with that... and you know why? ITS BECAUSE WE ALL ROCK. its true, you know. (oh yea, and we;re the only people willing to pay 1000$ for some evangelon cosplay armor and wear itty bitty skirts to look like sailor fuku school girls.. XD)

thats it for today~!
~Moko-Jen! paa~!

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Time in my heart- Kinya